Change (though not a sea change)
Jul. 1st, 2002 05:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tanaiseI was talking about change yesterday. See, I want to change my life, but not really enough to do anything about it. So I talk about it from time to time, and think about it, and sometimes even research it. But I don't actually do anything about it. And I'm not sure if it's stagnation, or just that I don't need to change, or that I'm scared of change. But I don't think it's fear, over all. I have friends who are afraid to change, who would get me scolded if I wrote about them because they just are. They're passive, they wait for the world to act upon them instead of seeking the world out and changing it.
I suspect that it's the lack of a need to change. I like my job. I like my coworkers, I like my apartment, I like my neighborhood. Perhaps a little of it is fear that I'll leave and not find any thing quite this cool somewhere else, but it's got to be more than that.
I suspect that it's the lack of a need to change. I like my job. I like my coworkers, I like my apartment, I like my neighborhood. Perhaps a little of it is fear that I'll leave and not find any thing quite this cool somewhere else, but it's got to be more than that.
