tanaise | Socializing (drink and play Mafia)

I need a shot glass, I think. I'm not experienced enough making drinks to do it on my own, as I keep making my drinks too strong. today it was more than last time, but at least it was more orange juice as well--bigger cup than last time. I was actually better behaved than last time I was drinking. Largely because last time I wasn't drunk from alcohol, but rather from laughing myself nearly sick. Today though I was tipsy--too much alcohol, not enough food, not enough sleep. I played a couple rounds of Mafia, but rediscovered what I usually forget--it's way more fun for me at least to just watch. I still have problems lying, and being thought to lie--it's an instinctual thing, but I'm so used to never lying that I still get very upset when people don't believe me when I'm telling the truth. And I hate lying, again, even if it's just something this little/easy. Plus, by the end of the evening, I was sooo tipsy. I couldn't move my head without getting dizzy--after the round where sitting with my eyes closed made the room slowly spin, I argued myself off of the island. Or out of the village, or whatever.

I napped for 2 hours today, and woke up nearly as tired as I'd been before. It's funny. 20 minutes after getting up in the morning, I'm sparky and bright. Heck, even 10 minutes afterwards, I can be pretty chipper. One of my old roommates wouldn't let me talk to her for at least a half hour after we got up, just because I'm so unyieldingly perky in the morning. But I'm dead waking up after most naps. I can't think, I can't manage to hold an expression--ie, I'm just sort of staring blankly, no smile or anything--and I'm so tired it's almost impossible to move. I'd skipped lunch, for no real reason except the cafe. is so hot I can't think to pick anything out to eat, and then slept through dinner, so a strong drink, even just DiSaronno&OJ, really knocked me for a loop