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Feb. 12th, 2003 12:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tanaiseI'm going home this weekend, and I already know I'm going to break down when I have to come back here. I can't do this much longer. I want to live some place that doesn't scare me this much. I live 2 miles from the White House, and work less than a half a mile from it. Until I left for Clarion in June there were helicopters over my neighborhood every night for 9 months. I still have to have the music on some nights or the heat wakes me up all night because I think the fan sounds like helicopters.
I know I'll end up freaking out and breaking down before I have to get on the bus Sunday, and I'll end up making my mom yell because she worries too but doesn't like me getting this upset over things we have no contol over.
Crap. Part of me wants just stay at home, to not come back here to live. Chris will be back in June. I can move home after that.
I know I'll end up freaking out and breaking down before I have to get on the bus Sunday, and I'll end up making my mom yell because she worries too but doesn't like me getting this upset over things we have no contol over.
Crap. Part of me wants just stay at home, to not come back here to live. Chris will be back in June. I can move home after that.
